Before the operation
The thing was I had about 5 weeks of thinking about the operation and the implications of it. There was no turning back it was the best thing at the end of the day. Remove the eye and it would hopefully remove the melanoma (Cancer). So I just had to face up to it that it was going to happen, I couldn’t stop it if I wanted to. The scene was set the inevitable would happen. I cried a few times thinking why me and became slightly depressed. But I soon stopped that nonsense and started being pro active in my thinking it could be worse I suppose it’s nothing I will still be able to see and carry on as normal with one eye. Better get on with it.